If only...

...things were easier...
...life were longer...
...you were here...
...I were yours....
...You were not hers...
...He weren't here....
...I had came...
...You hadn't left...
...they remembered us...
...We remembered us...
...I didn't have short term memory loss....
...my head weren't spinning...
...you hadn't drunk so much...
...we had some weed...
...a bottle of wine were on my table...
...the one next to me weren't empty...
...she had left some paper towels....
...the candles hadn't burnt down...
...the bullshit betwen us just stopped...
...I had the time to call you...
...we had gotten on that bus...
...or was it a plane?...
...or your car?
...did you have a car?...
...we remembered where we were going...
.......
.... did you find that muse that had ran away before?
...was she where you had left her?
...why wasn't it me?
...it was?
...so you found me?
...can you bring me back to me?
...to the time when we were young and happy, selfish and free, outgoing, talktative, philosophical, ilogical?
... you have my number tatooed on your chest, just give me a call...